This is a mantra - for myself!


Not-so Interesting Facts

I'm obsessed with Bela Lugosi.

I admire Jeffrey Dahmer, & Karyn Crisis.

I chew on my nails but don't swallow them.

I have a strange fascination w/ serial killers I believe they create works of art when they mutilate bodies.

I love Industrial/EBM/Electronic music & I love to dance it.

I have been with my boyfriend Miguel Angel for almost 5 years, he is my one & only!

I love Miguel Angel more than anything in this world, he has brought me back the happiness that I thought was lost.

I love NMBC.

A large portion of my movie collection are vampire films.

An even larger portion of my movie collection are all horror/cult/b/classic/silent films.

I love cartoons, especially Beetlejuice.

I read comic books.

I tend to pick my scabs it's a habit I've had from an early age. I also eat them;P

I proudly wear my scars from earlier self-mutilation, a habit I learned to kick they are there to remind me never to do it again.

I am obsessed w/ music, music is therapy for me.

As so many others have said i shall say it as well, music most definitely kept me breathing this wretched air & so has Miguel.

I dye my hair & it´s damaged because of it, I plan to no longer dye it & just wear hair extensions.

I´ve been a Crisis fan since early 97.

I am not goth/cyber or belong to any stereotype, I am myself.

I enjoy Goth music, one of my favorite bands is Switchblade Symphony.

I listen to various genres of music but the ones I most listen to are Goth, Industrial, EBM, & Death Metal.

I <3 Depeche Mode, Soft Cell, Dead or Alive, & The Cure.

I currently attend an art university where I am studying Graphic Design.

Portishead always gets me in a good mood.

I tend to wear alot of earthy tones :: black, & uv-reactive colors.

My favorite animals are bats, cats, dogs, spiders, baboons, & my care bear:D

I love KOMPRESSOR, Andreas K. rules! R.I.P KOMPRESSOR:(

The few friends I have I cherish more than anything in the world that goes for real & online friends as well.

I wish my hair were straight, but sometimes I like bouncing my curly hair.

My sister studies abroad in Maryland with her Husband Laksiri.

I live in Central America, I used to hate it but I´ve finally begun to appreciate the country I live in.

I´m crazy about colored, striped, & cartoon character socks.

I have a bunch of CD´s, & an extensive movie collection.

I love wasting money on movie figurines, I have a whole bunch.

I beleive, Tim Burton is one of the best directors, EVER!

I´m addicted to website building, I found out about this passion in early 1997.

I photograph alot of random things.

I used to want to be a serial killer.

I´m obsessed w/ zombies, vampires, monsters, etc...

I used to know how to play the clarinet & would love to learn again.

I´m obsessed with POTO both the re-make & the version starring Lon Chaney.

Constantine & The Texas Chainsaw Massacre re-make blew me away!

The Music Of The Night happens to be my favorite song at the moment.

I sanded some parts of my two fingers off in shop class during Middle School.

The legwarmers Miguel bought me rule cause they keep my leg´s warm & fuzzy;)

I love to eat ice & always end up chewing my gums which cause them to bleed, yum!

Whenever I order something to eat I usually only eat half of it & then eat the rest about 15 minutes later.

I sometimes squeal or scream for the dumbest reasons, the reasons really aren´t dumb there just not of importance to anyone else.

I will only answer the telephone on the second ring.

I have a strange fixation with open wounds, syringes, & incisions.

Besides being a Graphic Designer I want to work for the FBI someday as a Criminologist & that dream may possibly be acheived because my Cousin´s Husband works in the FBI.

I wake up with bruises & cuts & never know there where abouts.

I really believe my room is haunted, I´m not fond of it.

People say that I´m a very sick minded individual.

My friend Hageera say's that sometime's I'm talking to her about someone & there not even in the area & I start whispering as if the person I was talking about was there or could hear through the wall's.

I usually sleep 3-4 hour's a day because I have massive imsomnia which I have had for about 9 year's now.

I only like eating the chicken part that is the drumstick, everything else is gross.

If I find a bone in my food I think it's the grossest thing in the world.

If there is something left over on my plate after I eat I can't touch it again because then I get nauseated. Especially tomato sauce.

I shake my body constantly & sometime's it freaks people out.

I wear comfortable clothes when I go to school I don't give a fuck what anyone else think's. As long as I'm comfortable that's what's important.

Sometime's I'm talking on the phone & I start to randomly sing a song as if I were in a large auditorium hitting all my high note's & a friend of mine say's one day I'm going to bust her eardrum.

I don´t think you need to know anymore about me till i decide to write more.

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My name is Sophia Elizabeth Cerveny & this is my personal website. I'm 23 years old & I'm a graphic designer. I'm in love with a man named Miguel Angel - he is my entire life. I've learned much about life throughout my own personal growth. Though I may not be the same externally I will always be the same person internally. I have a mind of a serial killer yet I am sweet as candy. True Love is the greatest thing in the world & I am lucky to have found it.

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Miguel & I on our way to vote for primarias. Miguel & I dancing to pindin on his Birthday - LOL. Eating french fries at Cynthia's Karoake Birthday party.